I finally have time to update my blog n i knw my blog has been rotting!!! I'm not lazy okay?! Jus tt im really tired this days, n tt idiot has been holdin on to e com almost 24/7!! HAHAHH! Okay, i've been enjoyin myself on e weekend ever since my confinement end AND ITS GREAT TO HAVE BACK THAT LIL FREEDOM!! And i've slim down to 49kg after giving birth 4mre kg to lost to get back my usual weight during pregnancy was like 65 kg can?!! N N N i'm able to wear back my jeans! how great!! (: Motherhood life is getting mre stable for me, though at times its really tiring bt seeing him smile n look at u really brighten my everyday (:

16th July White bar & Hollywood
(amer, qin, mh, james n co)

24July Neverland & Df (hubby, qin, thong, kk and co)

Presenting my precious botak (:

Damn cute right?!!! hahahahahahah! Everyone is saying he look like father instead of me, how sad! Everything back on track, i love my life now n i seriously do.. =D MWACKS!

woohoooo! 3 more days and that's it.. To all my dearest, im coming (:

- I hate queen size bed!
- I hate year 2010!
- I hate when i feel depressed i'm unable to go out!
- I hate not being my own self!
- I hate myself giving f attitude!
- I hate having those feelings!
- I hate being tied!
- I hate being wht im now!
YES! AND I HATE MY LIFE! JUS FUCK IT!

-I love single bed
-I love year 2009
-I love drinking with everybody
-I love going out as and when i like
-I love getting high frm drinking
-I love freedom
-I love the past me
YES! AND I START TO LOVE EVERYTHING IN E PAST WHICH I NVR TRIED TO LOVE BEFORE!

I used to dislike staying home in the past till now i realise how much i wanted to move back.. Cause that's the only place whr i can be myself and that's the only place i feel loved..
I used to have a fun and stable life.. I used to enjoy my life to the fullest..

Everythings over.. Huiwen no longer alone now! She've a little one to look after.. After giving birth i realise i've really grown up and becomin more responsible..

I hope i'm rich so i dont have to rely on anybody now,but too bad i'm not.. And that's the reason why i wanna be independent, i want to earn lots of money for his future.. I'm learning to be independent and i guess i really need lots of support and i'm very sure one day, huiwen gonna be a successful career woman n a good mummy (:

Idk if things are gg well for the both of us as well as e marriage, but one thing i know for sure is "before and after marriage" the difference is really there.. We're no longer what we used to be, everything changed.. And its really never easy to mantain.. Idk how long our marriage can last, idk how long our feelings can stay.. Somehow or rather, i hope it last..

Dont wan to be a good woman..